Thursday, August 6, 2009

bored

I wonder why its always about interests and activities you participate in? Why not things you hate instead?

I can easily name things i like, and people with common interests would appreciate that, but at the same time they will be even more interested in things i dislike....

Example (and it is up to scale)

Likes:
-drinking
-hanging out
-drawing
-coffee
-movies

So boring right?! I mean practically everyone has those same interests and therefore you are not making yourself very interesting. However, when you put down some things you dislike, you immediately catch people's attention.

Example (up to scale)

Dislikes:
-thug looking guys who try to act like they are the shit when really they are bitches
-rappers who are not black and are trying to act black
-posers
-really lanky men
-hermits
-washing dishes
-bad artists who think they are amazing so insist on showing off their work like they are amazing
-passive aggressive people
-whiny people
-overly straight edge judgmental people
-people who say they are such amazing cooks...i get it, but everyone can cook and showing off your skills is useless.
-meat
-gin
-pregnant teens

Yea, i got bored at work, but as you can see i too am a judgmental person.

Thursday, July 30, 2009

yeah

Well first off, yea!!! Someone commented on my thing!

Now to more important news. I met a guy who works for Pixar! hahahahaha, we will see what happens next! Mowhahaha....

even more update

Even more update...though not much progress, i got bored.

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

sketch update


more detail...but far from done!!! I like her face in this one, so here's another upclose,

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

more sketches

Staring Dancer! Don't look at her so simply though, this will be a dark piece! more to come asap.

Monday, July 27, 2009

another nightmare

Okay, more nightmares!

I think the reason for these nightmares are because I haven't really been drawing much lately, and usually that's my outlet. A chunk of stuff I draw for some reason is very dark and scary, violent and gory...so now my dreams are starting to form those images....

Scary dream!

A haughty blond girl (around 12) tries to take control of some mechanical operation thing (she's rich) of course things don't go her way and this dark evil shadow guy takes over. To punish her, he gives her a kiss which causes her to have a rat in her throat! A big ass mean looking black rat! She becomes very still and begins to cry tears of blood because of the pain and the rat is still in her throat. Like blood tears are bubbling out of her eyes....is really mad ass scary, they begin to float and we think she is dead. I go over to her to help, and as i prod her the rat comes out. She opens her eyes and looks at me, but it is too late she has become a different person, the transition is scary!

She became one of those dark clown people I had taken to drawing!!! and hence became a dark member like that "dark evil shadow guy"

More blood and gore and i woke up.

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

The Nightmare

I had a terrible nightmare last night.

I was forced to marry a fat asian guy in his forties. He was very perverted and wanted a younger bride. I was somewhat compliant because I knew he would get violent if I refused him. So I led him to believe I was quiet, docile and submissive.

Then he took me to New York. We lived in a small apartment and he wanted it...i dreamt the whole terrible experience! The next morning i made him breakfast with these huge eggs. like goose egg size okay! I cracked open three and they all had multiple yolks in them. All except the last one which had nothing. He saw this and i offered to run to the store to buy more. I then escaped!

I ran back to Pittsburgh, or flew anyway. I stayed to finish school and I met a great guy. Oddly enough he was also asian. But i never forgot my husband, who i suppose i never legally divorced. One day i had to go to New York, so i went and stayed with my asian female friend. Once i got there i realized my husband the fat asian had been staying with them because he is their cousin or something. i am courteous to him and him to me. However, we were alone for a while and he began to rape me. He turned into a robot and just went at it, laughing while i screamed for help. My friend ran in to help and he started to rape her too (tentacle arms since he's a robot). I woke up after that...awful imagery!!

pretty hot right?