I'm not happy right now, too many responsibilities and too many voices telling what a poor job I'm doing. Literally, the situation is this...
I fix a problem, momentarily proud of myself, suddenly another complaint is erupted, I fix it, less proud, more complaints, more depressing, more and more. I don't think anyone understands that I am trying to fix all these problems myself. Its my money, my time and my energy I'm wasting for you damn asses. I don't want to hear how much I have failed again. I can't even be happy with what I have because at the end of the day, instead of the pride i used to feel towards this place, all i see is disappointment after disappointment. There's always something wrong, here, there, everywhere.
Honestly, I can't bear to look at anyone right now. I'm tired of looking happy, I'm tired of being okay. I need to be left alone.
Maybe its time for me to move on.
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