Miss Howdy and Ms. Noir

Just some WIP on some things I've been working on. Will put updates soon. But all I can say is, I'm not lazy, just too busy everyday to concentrate on my artwork. I wish I could be one of those artists that stay home all day and draw on their awesome art tablets and huge monitors and top of the line computers. As I am not yet in that state, I will try my best to juggle work and free time and what little sleep I can shove in my schedule.

You know how you want to accomplish yourself and organize your time properly so that everything works out alright? Well its harder than it seems. Mostly because this weak human body of mine gets tired and I must rejuvenate with at least eight hours of rest!

OMG an Update?!!

Here's Red again.

After stepping away for a long (long, long, long, long, long) time, I finally got around to reworking our femme fatal some more. As you can see her face is more filled in and her body posture is less dramatic...though I liked her before pose. Anyway, for all of you who still look at my blog, please let me know what you think of her!

some girls

amazing concept artist!

omg. this is it! Ian McCaig

also http://www.thegnomonworkshop.com/store/product/159/Visual-Storytelling-with-Iain-McCaig-Vol.-2

Red Riding Hood

So felt like I was being way too lazy with my stuff. Here is my rendition of "Red Riding Hood". Certainly unfinished but in process. The idea is, she's a Norse Viking Princess sent on a secret mission to deliver some goods to her family in the mountains. However, the Wolf (mercenary) follows her...

Goals and steps to take.

Goals. Goals and more goals.

Okay. So in order to get back on track and cease this random year I've been having I must make some goals for myself.

The most important is to move out of my parents house. I am not going to end up being one of those artists bumming on family forever especially not as the basement resident.

In order to move out I must then find a job that pays enough to survive. Preferably in the city where transportation is easy.

In order to get that job I must advertise myself until someone deems me worthy to offer a position. So somehow must whore myself to the public eye and show them how wonderful and talented and irresistible I am.

In order to make the above illusion...I must create in myself someone wonderful, talented and irresistible. This will be hard because I am lacking in many of the categories.

In order to fulfill any of those characteristics I must CHANGE! Get focused and DISCIPLINED. In other words, start working, hard.

In order to do that I must first block out the incessant and constant distractions that plague my attention.

Yup.

OH, Now I see

Taking a step back....

Something important I've realized is that I'm too impulsive. I easily commit and jump into things I haven't thought about at all.

Dad told me by the time you're ten, your character would have been developed and your life is based on your ten year old self (some parent read an article and freaked out about her children, so she told my dad).

When I was ten...I was pretty terrible. For some reason I got a lot of detentions, failed countless exams and terrorized my teacher. I think I was going through a phase (a three year one) where I would do terrible things at school. When I was home, I was pretty much the angel faced good girl that no one ever thought to blame. Thinking about it now I'm really embarrassed. However, I can't help but wonder now, if those characteristics stuck.

Maybe back then I wasn't properly socially integrated ? I wanted attention, but I would also get bored easily (which is why i never paid attention in class) which is why I guess I acted out.

I wonder why my parents didn't watch me closer...

Mom told me that she always thought I was unpredictable and unstable. Then compared me to a friend of mine who I always thought was the perfect asian girl. I guess I am the opposite.